I was recently contacted by Nabilah (who also happens to be a friend of a friend) about a possible collaboration between us. I don’t want to give anything away since it’s her idea but just know that I’m very excited, and I can’t wait to share it with you as soon as the time is right. :p
In the meantime, have I told you how I need it to be November like, tomorrow? I’m getting increasingly disgruntled of late, and I’m in tremendous want of being able to cast everything aside and just live life with reckless abandon. But I know I need to be responsible, I need to be an adult, so for now, I’ll just continue to whine, groan and growl, while sucking it up as much as I can.
I know… I know… I’m becoming jaded. And I feel ashamed for being so. :( Instead of being grateful for having a good, stable job with such great opportunities to interact with teens and touch their lives, I’m allowing myself to get frustrated about the peripherals. It’s gotten to a point where I feel like I’m no longer bothered to perform at my best, rather, I’m just doing enough to get by. It’s terrible, isn’t it? *sighs*
Y’know that saying, Let go and let God? I really need to live by that right now. I need God to give me strength and help me to find joy at work again.
Or perhaps I can just fall asleep tonight and wake up to November tomorrow?
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Song of the Day, and be prepared to have your heart torn into pieces because it’s just too beautifully depressing.
I Can’t Make You Love Me, by Bon Iver (Bonnie Rait cover)










